Tuesday, May 29, 2007

 
Here I am again. I didn't mention this last time but I was trying to stick to a thing of no more casual sex. That lasted until a couple of weeks ago (so it had been 3.5 months) when I got together with this guy. It was OK. Just OK. Cut to Saturday and my dick starts burning when I pee. Great. I tried to go see a doctor today but all I could do was make an appointment for tomorrow.

So, I'm writing this in the hope that I do stop with the casual sex now. I don't do it for a while and miss the physical contact then think "Well come on, what are the chances of getting something AGAIN?" Well, I did. It hurts to pee. I don't have health insurance and I'm going to have to shell out a couple hundred dollars to get looked at. It's just not worth the drama. I feel terrible. I'm not talking about physical pain. This is what I want to remind myself of. How terrible I feel when crap happens and it's always a risk. Also, remember the worst case scenario. This is it and it seems to keep happening to me.
11:55 AM