Pop Life
Saturday, September 23, 2006
I was going through old emails to find what snacks I want from Clare, think I told her recently in an email. Anyway, I came across this note. Liked it, want to have a record of it:
I still sort of don't get how he kisses me (and I never made any move to kiss him, that was him, he kissed me as soon as I sat down on his bed next to him), seems into it and gave me a big hug afterwards and we have established that he likes me as a person but he doesn't see me in "that" way.
I think I'm finally not having casual sex anymore. Never say never but I feel like I might be able to handle it now. Going in for suspected STDs is just too humiliating and I can't handle the judgement. This serves as a reminder to me too.
